..ixnay..

let them leave, if they come back, it was meant to be.”

thats what they say right? I fully agree with that too. I let him free, or he let me free? I don’t know either way we still find our way wound up in each others arms and caught up in our odd emotions for each other. Can I tell you how much I adore our relationship? maybe. Sometimes I want more, sometimes I sit and think “wait, does he love me? is this not real?” but then. I remember and still see when he looks at me, its all there. He might mask it, but its there. Its there in how he talks to me, and looks at me, and touches me. I might always bet there. And its the same for me. I believe. But I am not naive, and I am not blinded by my emotions for him. I know exactly where I stand, and how I feel. He does too. He always has.

I’m just curious to see if our paths cross again.

and in what way.

heh.

(mink, if your reading this. I believe I have told all of this to you anyway. And you know I think about you. I love you, with well controlled passion, understanding, and as an individual who does not want to be dependent on anyone. I do love you though sir, not exactly sure how…but I do <3)